1st of August 2010
today was a really bad day for both of us
we have been trying to argue somethingwhich happened on the friday and saturday night
it ruins my whole weekend seriously!
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In the morning,
headed to time square with my family
to have our buffet
love this dressmy mom bought it for herself from HongKong
and I say I want it
so she gave it to me =)
Next, hang out with Herbie to Kepong and Sunway Pyramid
I'm so sorry while having dinner with his family
I'm so sorry while having dinner with his family
because I was so angry with him
as a result
I didnt treat his parents politely
such as I didnt say goodbye aunty uncle
when I want to go off
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Then, went to YamCha with his friends.
And thanks for Wendy (his friend's girlfriend)
who informed me about the photo.
Otherwise,
I would not know about the existence of it
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Around 2am, Herbie fetched me home.
we didnt speak to each other at all in the car
But actually I did have a lot of things
wanted to argue with him
and I want communication !!!
Unfortunately,
I went into my house without asking him anything.
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And guess what?
I lose control after he went off.
I cried loudly and I started to text him
start blaming him for not accompanying me
And I said, if you still love me,
please come and find me now,
I need you to be here with me.
If not, I want to break up.
And he replied:
I'm very sleepy ok?
I want to sleep right now.
I want to sleep right now.
Tomorrow I've to work and
I dont want to waste my time
talking non-sense with you.
That's all, Bye Bye.
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At that moment, I was like...
the world is going to end real soon.
I was unable to breath
and I really dont know what to do.
Then I kept calling him,
but he rejected all my calls.
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Then, I give up. I say ok fine.
Just break up then.
Until I really felt sleepy,
then I lied on my bed and hopefully
I'm able to sleep and
stop thinking about him.
And suddenly, my handphone rangs,
and Herbie called me.
And he said,
hey, just now
I've dropped something infront of your house.
Rm50, can you go to pick it up for me?
Then, I said ok.
But still hopefully that
he'll come to find me right now.
Then, when I opened the door,
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his car was there!
And I started to cry again.
I'm very very very TOUCHED !
Since I thought he has already
give up this relationship
and I thought he has changed
and he would not love me as deep as before.
and and and.....whatever
Guess what? actually when he rejects my calls,
he was on the way to my house.
But on that moment, I really thought that
he rejects my calls was just because
he wants to sleep and fed up with me.
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ya, Herbie Fong,
you surprised me !!!
and I hugged him and cried.
and we talked until 5 o'clock in the morning. =D
Yes, baby. I know you wont leave me alone.
THANK YOU & I lOVE YOU.
