My mom bought me those antibiotics again,
and I'm back to the previous lifestyle again,
have to eat 2 tablets per day,
and buy those medicine every month,
and it costs at least RM100++ per month.
I never want to step back to the old road again,
cause it does not works.
Perhaps it works but just for temporary.
Why?
When i dont care about it and just let it be,
and you guyz are trying so hard to rescue me?
I'm used to it, and I know I have to accept it
instead of blaming everything.
I'm trying so hard to accept the fact,
but yet I failed every time and
I dont like eye contacts just because of it.
I hate socialize due to this problem.
I always jealous because I know
I cant compare myself with those girls
who do not have the same problem with me.
